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Yup.
Debts; desires and daredn't act on them. Too many "I wish..." and failed dreams. I need to do something more positive than moan online, therefore I am going toset myself some goals:
1. Tell GP painkillers not working
2. Complete a piece of art a week and increase so that I get up to 2 completed a week by the end of June.
Monday 8 March 2010
Saturday 6 March 2010
Life?
Is this life, me waiting to die bent with pain and arthritis in a chair? I'm not this person moaning at the life I ended up with, so I need to change....
Can't change my body much; smaller maybe, with exercise.. blech and NOT eating what I like. Could work on mindset, prone to depression; or depressed cos of constant pain- maybe? Difficult to draw any line between them. Which came first, pain or depression? Pain from this on and off since I was 7, so I guess the pain.
When did I stop being bright and cheerful? Was I EVER 'bright and cheerful'? I'll check with those who know me. My sister will give an honest answer; calls herslf blunt, honest... rude? Yes.
Can't change my body much; smaller maybe, with exercise.. blech and NOT eating what I like. Could work on mindset, prone to depression; or depressed cos of constant pain- maybe? Difficult to draw any line between them. Which came first, pain or depression? Pain from this on and off since I was 7, so I guess the pain.
When did I stop being bright and cheerful? Was I EVER 'bright and cheerful'? I'll check with those who know me. My sister will give an honest answer; calls herslf blunt, honest... rude? Yes.
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